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Go out to see the world

Megan gave us a mirror years ago, all carved. It says “ go out to see the world” . So it is like a best friend right there saying that to me, every day. And what stops me? Alopecia, or rather the feelings around it. One day I went anyway and a boy was walking to his job at Tom
Thumb. He was “different” ?! He asked why I didn't have hair . His movements were erratic. My neighbor came out to see if I was ok. Two different people standing in the road. He said “it's hard” and “I'm sorry” and “ god makes us all JUST the way we are” I smiled and nodded, cause that's what you do. And I know his mama taught him some of this. A few days later painting I was lost in a flood of tears . Because he said the only things that are actually helpful, for me. Words of truth and empathy.

Andys words

I said something, frustrated, about art. Andy said “ Will you scorn the gifts God gave you?” When I face resistance those words echo. They help me begin, maybe set the 20 minute timer and just begin.